On the north shore it was very isolated. In the winter we got
around by dog sled and snowmobile, in the summer by boat. Supplies came
in during the spring and fall, for the rest we lived off the land. There
was fishing and hunting for survival. Work was more important than school,
but I always wanted to study. At thirteen I left home and worked on cargo
ships and oil tankers. I didn't need an education for the type of work
we did on the ships. I caught on very quickly to the work, that wasn't
a problem. But it was hard in the cities if you couldn't read. Along the
way I learned to speak English, Spanish, and Italian. I still couldn't
read, but sometimes on the ship I would copy out words.
When I left the ships and came to Alberta there was never a problem for me
finding work. I've always had to work hard, sometimes at two jobs and often
seven days a week.
For the past 10 or 12 years I wanted to study. People told me they could
help only if I quit my job and went to school during the day. That didn't seem
like a good idea. A few months ago my wife called around and found this class.
Being able to go to class in Cochrane is important for me. It is just a short
drive home which is much better than having to go to Calgary.
I look forward to coming to class every day. I just want to read and write,
to sit down and read a book, a newspaper. At first I didn't tell my kids about
my problem. I was scared about what they would think. If they asked me to read
something, I'd send them to my wife. Once I started school, I told them that I
never had a chance to go to school. They could understand that. Now my oldest
boy helps me with my homework.
It was hard to start from nowhere. But I've only been studying for a few
months and already there is a difference. Now I can read road signs. I can
pick out a few words and put the rest together. Since Erin has been helping me
I've written the first letter I've ever written. It was to my family in Quebec.
This makes a big difference to me. I don't know how far I can go, but I plan
to put in as much time as I can.
I don't really expect a better job out of this. If that's the only reason
you're going to school you might as well stay home. There is no guarantee that
you'll make $20 or $30 an hour. I think people expect too much. I enjoy
school. I look forward to learning more.