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When you return from the edge of yourself to
your own time, the warm woodglow of the sideboard, the cats dreaming cat
dreams, your son, five months old, is cooing his marvel at the plastic rabbit
in his hands
This is the familiar life, the comfortable
evolution
The lines around your eyes grow stealthily
more pronounced, your hair grays
The days are more and more a recognition of
these and other things, all carefully sounded like the child's proud verbal
pointing: apple bubble face
Names occupy the world with the assurance of
buddhas, meaningful and placid, each a soothing roundness complete in itself,
each word a hologram, in each the world recreated
You summon it now, your son's name, that
small melody
Brendan, you say, and know that in the
saying of a name is born the first danger
Eva Tihanyi Ontario
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