The lives of these mothers are replete with talk of problems
and needs, as opposed to possibilities and hope. Despite the negative
language and tone surrounding them however, the women held high aspirations
for
their children. Although their education was limited, they expected that
their
children would finish high school and achieve greater things than they
had. One mother, Andrea, recognized her daughter's intelligence and spoke
of her going on to become a doctor some day. Another participant spoke of
her son's
ability to speak well and felt that he would make a good pastor. The
parents of another child consider what can be done to increase her chances
of success
and decide that the purchase of a computer will provide a useful and
required tool for her education. To achieve this, they are willing to make
sacrifices
to enable them to purchase an item considered a necessity by families
with greater access to capital.
Thus it became apparent that these parents adhered to discourses of hope that
they might be able to secure cultural capital for their children and provide
a habitus that promotes the value of higher education.
Discourses of Invasion
For the women in this study, the privacy of their lives and homes was often
subject to invasion by agents of public or government authority. Thus these
women frequently indicated that their identity was subject to regulation by
dynamics that appear out of their control. Feelings of lack of safety and
trust pervade their discourses of unwanted house inspections and visits by
health care providers, intent on checking to ensure that the mothers were
meeting their standards. Through ongoing situations aimed at subordination
by housing authorities, these mothers experience the trauma of being being
subjected to invasive house inspections because they rely on income assistance
without the resources that would allow them to get into training or courses
that would help them to find employment. |